



5:11 AM
rah.. omg.. im going crazy..
seriously.. im pissed.. angry and fastruated.. slept at 6 yesterdae and woke up at 3.. omg.. calvin and derek budge into my room la.. when i was still sleeping.. wth.. my door was not lock.. omg.. haha.. nvm.. thats not the thing..
went to get gas with my sister.. freaking hell.. 1st time im getting gas on my own man.. fark.. and then went back to sch.. and i freaking became a driver lor.. wth.. the whole day driving around.. i finish like 1/2 tank again.. and its just putting in gas today.. argh! sometimes i dun get why ppl just talk the way they wan.. it seriously offends ppl sometimes.. and it gets annoying.. hello.. pls spare a though.. my car is new still.. and u just go around putting finger prints and ur butt everywhere.. seriously.. u dirty the car.. and make me drive around so much.. omg.. hello.. we could have just gone tap X str8 after dinner(i just wanted to see him.. i dunno why.. i miss him).. why do u have to make me drive back to sch to farking pick ppl up.. and then i have to overload my car with ppl and take risk again.. i wish i did not get a car man.. that was 1 thing that got me hella mad today! fuck!
went bowling after that.. omg.. freaking dunno wad i was doing la... playing a fool.. acting like an idiot.. wtf.. aiyah.. who cares man.. screw that.. and im sorry.. i am not that kinda person who expresses my inner feelings.. i may not show certain things.. but actualli my heart has a lot of stuff.. omg.. i wish someone could just hear me and help me man.. i need councilling.. rah! u know i dun mean some things i sae.. i am just kidding.. dun take everything to heart man.. i see u sad.. i also sad lor.. just that i dun show it.. gosh.. my mind is filled with a million troubles now.. rah.. i wish 'it' was easier to handle..
and now im back at 5 again.. wth man.. driving me nuts.. im sleeping in the spore time man.. argh! im going home tml.. im not gonna stay in school man.. nth done.. all i do is drive ppl around the whole day.. screw that shit man..
-i may not say i care for you, but actually.. i do-
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